when i think about you,
nothing else seems to be.
i drift to a beautiful place,

and i find you there,
waiting for me.
when you fill my mind, i feel there's nothing
i couldn't do.

i find my inner strength,
when my heart is full of you.
you take my hand so gently,
for my heart you already hold.

your arms so warm around me,
ours is a love story still being told.
a sweet, peaceful feeling
surrounds my very soul,
when i feel you near me,

i know you'll never let go.
you're always there for me,
and i'll forever be here for you.
there'll never be an ending,
to a love so pure and true.

x_______findingMe



Name Chua Jia Wei Ryan
D.O.B: 16th October 1986
Nick: ZeRoX
Skool: Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Location: Bukit Gombak

Favourites!!

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Food: Chicken Rice, Sushi, Western Food and Lots More!

Drinks: Aloe Vera White Grape, Coke, Pepsi, Sprite Ice, 7-Up Ice

Pastime: Playing Counter-Strike, MSN, Basketball, Pool/Billard, Slack and Sleep

Treasured: My Family, Hahz.. Of Course.. Lub my dEar deAr sZeyIng Lots!
My Godbrothers Jun Xian and Kian Eng!
Buddies Yufu, Kok Peng and mAny mOrE~*

Hates!!

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People: Backstabbers, Liars and Flirts

Things: Don't Know

Music Being Played

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WindStruck - 2nd Theme Song

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x______wishingg
`to always be with my Brothers Jun Xian, Kian Eng, Yufu and Kok Peng~*
`to be with Dear 4eVa~*
`to always have happiness revolving around~*


x______past
10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004
11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004
12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005
02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005
03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005
04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005
05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005
06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005
07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005
08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005
09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005
10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005
12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006
01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006
03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006
06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

[[.: OMFG! :.]]

Was at work and bored.. Then realised my colleague was looking at xiaxue's blog. LOL!!
Guess wad? Her entry really suck! Putting down fellow Singaporeans just because they are older, uglier and less-educated. GOD DAMN MAGGOT, she's lucky to be of a younger generation, otherwise i think she would be like.. a old-maid, wearing "cheongsum" with big belly and a curled hair, walking into the wet-market and shouting "WAH! SO EX AR! CHEAPER LA!". LOL and look at those photo shoots she took with the VJs and DAWN! OMFG AGAIN! Compare them all and you find her the odd 1 out.. with improportionate body and look at the head! SO BIG! dun even noe how to pose.. =/ WOW Dawn is just great like a goddess sent from heaven.. And Xiaxue? LOL! she's just another freaking "act-act" creature.. zzz

loveMe. @ 11:37 AM

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

[[.: FUNNY! DO IT! :.]]

first, name 20 people you think of now before answering the questionsbelow tag 5 person to do this,if he/she done it,there's no need to redo it again.

1: myDearDear, sZeyIng
2: Jun Xian
3: My mother4
: My Father
5: My Brother
6: My Sister
7: Terry
8: Kok Peng
9: Kian Eng
10: Mike
11: Xiang Xin
12: Kenneth
13: howtong
14: Zhong Lin
15: Hong Ling
16: szeying's mother
17: szeying's father
18: stanley
19: yufu
20: kam yew
When did you meet 14?
when i was in Poly

What will you do if you never meet 1 before ?
life wun b the same anymore.. ^^

What will you do if 20 and 9 dated?
OMG!!! GAY!

Did you ever like 19?
WTF?! I AM NOT GAY!

Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
OMFG! She;s my younger sis 9 yrs old and szeying's dad is 40+?

Describe 3.
she's my SuperMother!

Do you think 8 is attractive?
GOSH.. ASK A GER PLS

Tell me something about 7.
His terry, a miniature schnauzer x-breed.

Do you know any of the 12's family member?
Nope

What's 8 favourite thing?
His gf of cuz..

What would you do if 11 confess that he/she likes you?
I STUFF __ UP HIS ASS AND SAY FOOK U GAY!

What language does 15 always speak?
chinese.

Who is 9 going out with?
none.

How old is 16 now?
40+

When is the last time you talk to 13?
days.

Who's 2 favourtie singer/band?
erm.. Andy Lau

Would you date 4?
crazy.. his my daddy~

Would you date 7?
OMG.. ITS A DOG!

Is 15 single?
Yes he is

What's 10 last name?
Kai Thong

Would you ever be in a relationship with 11?
NO!! NOT GAY!! HOW MANY TIMES I HAFTA REPEAT!

What school does 3 goes to?
erm.. housewife got sch?

Where does 6 live?
BT BATOK

What's your favourite thing about 5?
He's one who protected me when i was young

Have you seen 1 naked?
dunch tell u all.. let u all xin yang yang luan luan xiang..

5 people to do this lame thing.
Xiang Xin, Mike, Joel, Kenneth and Junxian

loveMe. @ 3:05 AM

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

[[.: zzz :.]]

why... why everytime u make me feel whenever u r with ur frens i am a burden to u...
why do i always have to call u or sms u more den once to get ur response...
why do i always have to wait for u..
why dese times u seems like u have so many activities? everytime u have dem, i will temporary be lost from ur mind?

can u quicken ur pace to follow mine? i have slown down, can u keep up even with my slowed down pace?

loveMe. @ 1:14 AM

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

[[.: so sLaCk :.]]

weee.... 3rd day of attachment already.. still as bored.. well, the people said tml dere will work le.. ^^ oh ya.. forgot to mention that day that 1 of my mates is a vegetarian.. and also dey keep calling me "ah beng" -.-" so sad... lolx...

Hope tml would be a better day!~

loveMe. @ 9:35 PM

Monday, March 06, 2006

[[.: 1st day of IP :.]]

woot.. the MIA guy is back!~ lolx.. well
afterall today is my 1st day of attachment at GridNode.. A leading company in use RosettaNet standards.. LOL..

Well.. for 5hours of my work today.. i was on the MSN.. till the end of the day den we got our 1st task... To do a guide for a software.. weee... fun!

Knew ppl from NYP.. they're leaving this week le.. so fast.. 3months of IP for them.. whereas NP which is where we're from lolx.. 5 MONTHS! wtf?! zzz

cheap-labour.. wat to do.. hope i'll gain some useful experiences which i am looking forward to.. ^^

dEar nt going to come back tonite.. cuz at her class's chalet wor.. so Miz her nehx.. so touched also as she woke up early today to make breakfast for me.. mWahz...

1st day of work.. reached at 8am.. WTH!!! start work at 9.. y am i so anxious or worried to be late.. lolx.. Anyway our MD told us that we can actually come at 9+ cuz they usually come ard tt time.. whaha... well... all the colleagues dere seems frenly lor.. nth much.. and 2 of my partners from NP are easy-going too.. both seen b4.. well.. can click.. so not a prob bahx...

We're assigned to the Q & A and Product services team... haha.. we voiced out that we are not cut out for programming.. lolx..

hope everything would turn out smoothly for my attachment and i can get an A hopefully...
LOL!!!
Cheers!

oh ya ! we've got our own mails.. lol ryan.chua@gridnode.com
sounds pro ya? lolx...

5months to go! gogogo Ryan Chua!

loveMe. @ 10:26 PM

Monday, January 23, 2006

[[.: bAck aT hOmE :.]]

Lolx... Hi peeps... sorry ar.. dun tink tat i am gone ok... LOL!...

I am back here.. updatin my blog once again duh -.-"
Well... today i am sleeping back at my own room at my own home.. lolx
been staying at dear's hse for dunno how long.. though got go back my own home
but didnt slept overnite...

Heex.. missing my dEar so much sia... *gosh*
wonders wats gonna happen when i am in NS... ~_~
dEar ...
Wo hao Ai ni...
Love u...
Always...

loveMe. @ 10:54 PM

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

[[.: saddened :.]]

haix... "Hate" this word, can you say it out so easily? esp to your loved one. "Pissed" can it too be voiced out easily? esp to your loved one. Somethings you do i need not say out cuz it's heartfelt. Are you always the 1 zhong sheng qing you? don't i too? i can tell u my life revolves around you most of the time and i am happy about it. No matter what you do, or how angry i am, i cant bring myself to reject your calls nor use these kinda strong words. You said you cant get use to not having me by ur side when u fall aslp.. but here i am crying and you are just snoring.. what am i? to be hated and someone who makes you pissed.

why people like to mention what they did so much and not say wat the other partner did...

have you heard me saying what i did for you when you were hospitalised

going to acc you everyday withour fail even when i am sick
waking up so early in the morning so that i can get for you what you wanna eat at chinatown
going early to acc you and going back late
nxt morning still got lessons
acc you obernite and had to slp at the sofa outside

there's 1 thing i wun forget.. which is the 1st time you had the fits... when it was over.. you didnt recognise me... and i cried my heart out.. this fear of loss would never never... be forgotten..
that's how impt u r to me..

i guess these are nt impt or you forgotten about them le bahx.. thats y u can hate me...

loveMe. @ 2:08 AM